Chapter 88: New life

a better life.

这是我们今后生活的真谛。

I worry that the sadness of partin will ke appear even re depressed. I have a lot to say, yet I stop before I start.

生怕离怀别恨，多少事，欲说还休。

I haven''''t ained weiht recently because I''''intoxicated with alcohol or pinin for autu.

新来瘦，非干病酒，不是悲秋。

Do it, do it now! No tter how ny oodbyes I want to say before I leave, we won''''t be able to see each other ever aain.

休休！这回去也，千万遍阳关，也则难留。

You live far, far away; bower here is clouded.

念武陵人远，烟锁秦楼。

A brook runnin in front of will never foret eaer aze.

唯有楼前流水，应念我终日凝眸。

A new sorrow would start developin where I stare blankly into space all day.

凝眸处，从今又添，一段新愁。

……

She had no idea that, despite havin one, he had never iven up on her or truly left her life.

殊不知他虽然离去，但是却从来没有放弃过他，从来没有真正从她的生活离开。

He had colete control over her actions and behavior.

她的所作所为，她的言行举止都在他的掌握之中。

He wasn''''t one to ive up so easily unless she truly found soone else to love. But she hadn''''t, and he knew her better than she knew herself, even re so.

他不是一个那么容易放弃的人，除非她真的另有所爱，可是她没有，他很懂她，比她懂自己的都多。

She wanted to disappear frothe world and hide in disuise. No one can find her. Even if soone bued into her, they wouldn’t know her since she wore a disuise.

她想乔装打扮起来，让从前的那个她从这个世界上消失。从此没有人能找到她。即使有人撞到她，他们也不会认出她，因为她已乔